"And finally I can feel without fearing
Cry without the pain
Stand up and love me
Without any shame
It might have been a rough way to learn it
And a hard place to land
But the one thing I’m sure of now
Oh, and I absolutely have no doubt
I know who I am"
I never asked for any of this. it just happened. I couldnt control it. i just have to make the best out of the hand i was given, if i derserve this or not.
If this was twitter i would be subtweeting although these girls dont have a tumblr, i think. I have never cheated nor been the other girl a guy cheated on his girlfriend with. I am NOT that kind of person. I think that gives girls that do that a trashy look. There is never a need to be jealous of me being around your boyfriends. They are with you for a reason. I look at those guys like my family. They are my brothers. There is no need too look at me and “mad dog” me. That wont fix anything. Step to me on a women basis. You girls are lucky i dont explain to your boyfriends the shiet you do because i know they will listen to me. You are very lucky i love my brothers happiness more than my own.
everyone thinks i just magically turned into this horrible bitch. I’m sorry I’m just in a very different, more difficult place in my life right now and it wont change for a while. If you were a bad friend in general i just had too let you all go so i could do the best for me. The situations life put me through is making me grow up much faster than I expected. I hate no one. I just can’t hang out with everyone.
"this time was different. i felt like i was just a victim. it cut me like a knife. and now im in this condition and i got all these symptoms but no matter what you will never see me cry."
